IDEAL ONE.
Physically, I want someone real attractive. A lot are saying looks aren’t really important and stuffs as long as there’s a good heart in there. Noble, but if you’re gonna make someone as your ideal one might as well make it attractive both ways, inside and out, right? So I want me a good looking one. Pretty face, the eyes, the nose and the rest is whatever as long as it goes along with her face and everything; not too large lips or ears; hair can be long or short for instance, something like that. Of course I want sexy, not TOO SEXY. I hate large stuffs if you know what I mean. I kinda like petite girls better. They’re like sexier. And to sum all the physical part, I kinda want me an Emma Roberts or someone with physique like her.
Character is important and I have a weird preference in this. See, in a place where there are hot cheerleaders, preppy school leaders, banging rock stars, weird dorks and geeks, and a bunch of not-much-of-a-talk girls, I’d go with the last one. I don’t like “strikingly beautiful” like whenever she walks everyone’s looking. I don’t know, I could be attracted but that’s just it. I’m more of the girls in the library than the ones on the gym. I want someone “simply beautiful”, someone who never gets noticed, kinda like Emma Stone in the movie House Bunny. She could be geeky or know a lot of stuffs, just not that super weird, as long as I could see that she’s pretty then I want her.
Interest is important as well, regardless of whatever it is as long as she has one and she’s really good at it then I’m on it. I’m a real sucker for talented people. Lately I’ve been thinking that I’m easily attracted to girls who play the piano because my ex’s plays one and so as the girl whom I’ve almost fell in love with. And this girl is a real good swimmer as well and the idea that she is a swimmer made me go crazy about her. I don’t know, it’s just that a lot of people my age right now have an interest range from music to movies to social networking, reblogging, reposting and following and never other stuffs. And it’s kinda rare for me to see someone who’s very passionate about something and actually good at it so I kinda get easily attracted to them. I guess now I could say, I love RARE.
Now as for “my lover” part, there’s A LOT of simple things I want namely:
Miss I-think-about-you-all-the-time, someone who’d wake up in the morning with a huge smile on her face ‘because she just dreamt about me. And then she’d go get her phone and text me “good morning” because she knows that when I wake up I’d be happy when I see it. I want someone who misses me whenever I’m not with her and someone who’d want to be with me because she knows I also want to be with her, someone who’d randomly calls me in any time of the day just because she wants to hear me. And as the night comes, just before she sleeps, she’d want my voice to be the last thing she’d hear and hopes to dream about me as she sleeps.
Miss I-am-all-about-you, someone who constantly calls me every night and asks me how’s my day. And she’d gladly talk to me about everything I want to share to her. When I’m having a rough day and she knew about it, she’d come to me and give me a hug because she knows out of anything else that’s the first thing I’d want from her. And then she’d try to do something about it and whenever there’s nothing she can do, she’d just stay with me and make me think that I was close enough to hate my day until she came. I want someone who can make me feel that I’m gonna be fine because she’s with me and there’d be nothing for me to worry about, like I could need her all I want because she’d never let me down.
Miss I-need-you-so, someone who thinks that I’m all she needs to feel OK. Whenever she feels terrible and stuffs, she’d call me and asks me to make her feel fine, and that everything I’d do is everything she wants and everything I say would be all she needs to hear. I want someone who thinks of me like I’m more than enough to make her feel that there’d be nothing else she’d need because I’m all hers and that she’d gonna be fine.
Miss I’m-here-for-you, someone who sticks with me no matter what. Everything could turn against me but not her. I want someone whom I can talk about everything with, as in everything, not just love stuffs. And she’d be interested in everything I have to say. She’d be happy to talk to me about it because she knows I want to share it with her. And she’d never drop any conversation just because she couldn’t get along. She’d always try to keep up because she wants to hear what I am thinking about.
Miss I-don’t-wanna-fight, someone who’d gladly lose the argument than losing me. She’d always try to make complicated things not turn into a fight between us. She’d always UNDERSTAND. When I mess up, she’d ask about it, listen to my side of the story and never nag me about it. When I’m reasonable enough, she’d easily let it go and just forget about it. She’d hug me and tell me never to do it again. But when my reasons suck she’d have me dying for her to forgive me. On the other hand, at the times when she’s the one who messed up she’d just say I’M SORRY and never excuses because she knows she never have to explain with me. Sorry is always enough and that a hug and a kiss could actually make me forget about what she did.
Miss I-won’t-hurt-you, someone who’d never do crazy things she knows will hurt me. She’d be sensitive enough to know what those things are and would never, not by any chance, she’d gonna do it because she simply don’t ever want to hurt me. And she knows if she does hurt me, it’ll hurt her too.
Miss I’m-in-love-with-you, someone who SIMPLY loves me. I want someone who could fall in love with me without me even trying. She’d just see everything about me as something enough to make her head over heels in love with me. I wouldn’t have to do everything but in fact just one thing, I’d just have to love her everyday and she’s all good, all mine. I want someone who can tell me she loves me and mean it, someone who knows what the word really means.
Miss-I’m-not-perfect, someone who can be anything with me and someone who’s not afraid to be imperfect around me. We live in a real world; I don’t want a perfect one already. I want someone who’d make things perfect with me. She could be a crier, she could be a nagger (but not too much), she could be a weirdo, she could hurt me sometimes, she could always come short about me, she could forget things, she could lie once in while, she could upset me, she could be annoying, she could be childish, I don’t care. As long as the end of the day, she knows how to make up for it and would always be willing to make out with me (kidding). I just want someone WHO’D LOVE ME in the deepest sense of the word.
That’s all I ever wanted.
Everyone has their own IDEALS; ideal man, ideal chick, ideal life and stuffs. And these ideals are made through our perception of perfection. And what’s tragic is that sometimes ideals remain to be ONLY ideals, just products of our imaginations, just ideas we have in mind. And that explains why it’s never written with a capital “R” ‘cause it’s kinda hard to make it REAL.
